It’s been a long road
I know I haven’t done you any good
but – our ways are parting now
forgive me if you could.
I know I’ve let you down
because now I’m sinking deep
watching you fade away
into a dreamless sleep.
There’s so much I could have done
to ease this walk of yours
but I stood in front of you
blocking all your doors.
I haven’t been the kindest
I wish you didn’t see
the flames that burned you down
were ignited by me.
It’s all my fault
I drowned all your dreams
I wanted to see you suffer
when you were begging on your knees.
I have no more words
but there’s so much I need to say
I wish I could have said it all
before the arrival of this day.
Now you must close your eyes
there awaits you another friend
from here you’ll have to move on
our journey has come to an end.
Embrace this new transition
there awaits you another road
you need to be brave now
because you are worth so much more.
I’m sorry
I wish I could repent
I’d give you all I have
if time was mine to control
I would have become your path.
A farewell from life
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That’s not a silent goodbye…hope you’re doing well!
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Yes! I’m good… wrote this a long time ago
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Yeah writers are allowed to bring out their agonies anytime….
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True 👍
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This stirs up so much emotion. “I wanted to see you suffer…” 💓
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It did- I think that’s why I wrote it….
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The crazy part is that it’s so true—there are those who want to see you suffer…on so many different levels.
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Agreed!
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It’s like being on the receiving end of a confessional. Well-done!
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Thank you 😊
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You’re very welcome! 🙂
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This is a sad one. I’m glad it’s not from now.
Hugs…
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Thank you Eliza ❤
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Thoughts 💭
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Great blog
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